i don’t know why i’m back here on tumblr

i guess that i feel lonely and wanted to keep contact with someone i’ve gotten to know and maybe make new friends and that’s something i really need right now.
honestly i don’t think i know human communication anymore, i’m probably the shiest person anyone will ever get to know.

and also i feel like everything around me is falling apart

i’m skipping school more than i used to
i don’t even pay attention when i’m in classes
i’m more rude and ignorant
really self centered
smoke too much cigarettes
i always start a fight with my sister almost everyday
i feel rejected from my parents
i’m never home or always avoiding being home
and i’ve stared taking anti-depressants

everything i touch turn to shit